ISFP’s Sunset (Soft Light) - 樊宇镈（Coulson Fan）

You forgot your scarf

So I folded it the way you like

那天你围巾落在了椅背上

我照你平时的方式折好

Left it by your door

放在你家门口

Didn't text

没发消息也没打扰你

Just walked away

我只是觉得你回来的时候应该刚好能看见

You said you loved sunsets

你说你喜欢傍晚的落日

So I changed my route

我换了一条回家的路

Just to walk with you once

从你可能出现的那条巷子走

But stayed a step behind

看到你了但我走得比你慢一点

I never told you

我从没说过我在

But I was always there

但其实我一直都在

In the quiet

In the small things

在你以为没人陪的时候

在那些你没有注意的小细节里

You never asked about

你好像从不问我的心思

I never needed words

但我不需要你说什么

I just hoped you'd notice

只希望你能感觉到

The tea I made each night

那些细微的照顾

The silence I left open

那些静静的守护

The way I stayed behind

在你难过的时候

When things got too broken

我陪在你身旁

I'm not loud not bright

想去说些什么但又怕打扰到你

But I was always hoping

也许默默的陪伴就是最好

I never raised my voice

But I was always listening

在我们的争吵里我从来没提高声音

我压抑着情绪尽可能去理解你

The shoes I cleaned for you

为你做的每一件小事

The door I left half-open

体贴你的每一个瞬间

I held the pain so still

你说你怕束缚

So you could breathe so freely

所以我连关门都留一条缝

I'm not loud not brave

一直把自己藏得很轻

But I was always steady

因为我真的喜欢你

You cried once at the train stop

那次你在地铁站哭了说你好累

I didn't ask why

我知道了我们的结果但没问你为什么

Just stood beside you

只是递了张纸巾

Offered a napkin

Then changed the song when we got home

然后一路没开口

回到家，我把你最讨厌的那首歌换掉了

You said you hate goodbyes

你说你不喜欢道别

So I never made one

所以我最后也没说再见

Just let you drift

只是慢慢走开

Even if it meant

怕你觉得有压力

You'd forget where I was

也怕你真的不会回头

It's okay if you missed it

可能你从来没发现

I wasn't trying to be known

我为你做的事都很小

Just wanted to love

小到不被察觉 但我不是想被看见

Without asking for return

只是想你轻松一点就好

I never needed words

I just hoped you'd notice

我不需要你说什么

只希望你能感觉到

The tea I made each night

那些细微的照顾

The silence I left open

那些静静的守护

The way I stayed behind

在你难过的时候

When things got too broken

我陪在你身旁

I'm not loud not bright

想去说些什么但又怕打扰到你

But I was always hoping

也许默默的陪伴就是最好

I never raised my voice

在我们的争吵里我从来没提高声音

But I was always listening

我压抑着情绪尽可能去理解你

The shoes I cleaned for you

为你做的每一件小事

The door I left half-open

I held the pain so still

体贴你的每一个瞬间

你说你怕束缚

So you could breathe so freely

所以我连关门都留一条缝

I'm not loud not brave

一直把自己藏得很轻

But I was always steady

因为我真的喜欢你

Some of us love

有些人爱得像风

Like leaves in a window

轻轻地吹过你窗前

Quiet

不吵不闹

Brief

但一直在找角度

But always

落在你刚好需要的那个地方

Trying to catch your light

我从没开口让你留下

I never asked you to stay

But I always made it easy

我一直在为你让路

你总是走得很快

I showed up in small ways

我就悄悄换路

When you thought no one could see me

在你习惯的时间经过你身边

I held back every time

我把我的伤藏起来

So you'd never feel too heavy

不想让你感到沉重

I gave without a name

想用生活里的点滴

And loved you almost quietly

也许我应该多点表达多去争一些什么

I never asked you to stay

但这不是我

But I always made it easy

我不想给你压力

I showed up in small ways

也许多年后的某个黄昏

When you thought no one could see me

I held back every time

你会想起我

你会发现那些的无微不至的细节里

So you'd never feel too heavy

那些你习以为常的事情

I gave without a name

那些

And loved you almost

其实藏着我对你

Quietly

最深的爱意

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