Understand (Explicit) - BoyWithUke

Girl I hope you understand I wanted to hold your hand

女孩，我希望你能明白，我曾想握住你的手

But I can't wanted to be your man back then

但那时我无法成为你的依靠

And you knew I fell for you

你知道我曾为你倾心

But you just broke my heart in two

但你却将我的心撕成两半

I was sad mad and broken on my bed

我悲伤、愤怒、心碎地躺在床上

Hoping I get rid of all the voices in my head

希望摆脱脑海中所有的声音

I was opening a packet of an undeveloped med

我打开一包未开发的药物

When I was met with a prescription

却只看到一张处方

Of a bullet made of lead

一颗铅制的子弹

And when I woke up in an hour

当我一个小时后醒来

In a pool of my own sweat

发现自己躺在汗水中

I said I swear to God

我发誓

I'll never even try to sleep again

我再也不会尝试入睡

So instead I took my pen

于是我拿起笔

And started writing evidence

开始写下证据

And when I started making sense

当我开始理清思绪

I found that I had reached the end

我发现我已经走到了尽头

Oh I'm upset I have no friends

哦，我很难过，我没有朋友

You wanna bet you're just pretend

你想打赌你只是假装

You're just a pet confined within the lines of writing

你只是被限制在文字中的宠物

You're not s**t

你什么都不是

I thought I stopped my psychopathic ways

我以为我已经停止了心理变态的行为

I swear I did

我发誓我做到了

I said I'd talk to people

我说过我会与人交谈

'Bout the problematic life I lived

关于我那段充满问题的人生

They were my neighbors razor blades

那些曾是我邻居的剃须刀片

And different flavored pills I hit

还有我尝试过的各种药丸

Therefore I'm at surely my last straw

因此我确实已经走到了尽头

I'm so gassed stuck in the past I said that

我如此疲惫，深陷过去，我曾说过

Girl I hope you understand I wanted to hold your hand

女孩，我希望你能明白，我曾想握住你的手

But I can't wanted to be your man back then

但那时我无法成为你的依靠

And so far I never held you with my arms

而至今我从未用双臂拥抱过你

So it's hard to be the one you aren't with

所以很难成为你不在身边的那个人

Instead filled with anxiety always was a part of me

反而总是充满焦虑，这已成为我的一部分

Guess I'm not cut out to be

我想我并不适合成为

Somebody 'cause it's not me

某个人，因为那不是我

I'm not used to all the talking

Was an introvert that had converted feelings into writing

我不习惯所有的交谈

我曾是个内向的人，将情感转化为文字

Used to cope with all my problems using notes

曾经用笔记和押韵

And lots of rhyming

来应对我所有的问题

Used to hope for better days

曾经期盼着更好的日子

Whenever nights would have me crying

每当夜晚让我哭泣

I'm not lying when I say that

我没有说谎

I would rather die than go back

我宁愿死去也不愿回到过去

To the times I would try

那些我曾努力尝试的时光

And be the guy the people know

成为人们熟知的那个人

As always fighting with

总是与

The demons hiding far behind my eyelids

藏在我眼皮深处的恶魔斗争

On an island full of violence in my head

在我脑海中充满暴力的孤岛上

I had two pilots

我曾有两位领航者

Oh the sun don't shine and skies turn grey

哦，阳光不再照耀，天空变得灰暗

I feel it coursing through my veins

我感受到它在我的血管中流淌

I've said before I'm not okay

我曾说过我并不好

But you don't listen anyway

但你却置若罔闻

You know I tried you turned away

你知道我尝试过，你却转身离去

You straight-up lied right to my face

你直接在我面前撒谎

You f**ked my life ruined my day

But you don't know so I'll say

你毁了我的生活 毁了我的日子

但你不知道 所以我要说出来

Nothing can fill this silence no one can love like I did

没有什么能填补这沉默 没有人能像我那样爱你

Nobody cares you lied it's not fair you still deny it

没人在乎你撒谎 这不公平 你仍然否认

So I'll say

所以我要说

Nothing can fill this silence no one can love like I did

没有什么能填补这沉默 没有人能像我那样爱你

Nobody cares you lied it's not fair you still deny it

没人在乎你撒谎 这不公平 你仍然否认

So I'll say

所以我要说

Girl I hope you understand I wanted to hold your hand

女孩，我希望你能明白，我曾想握住你的手

But I can't wanted to be your man back then

但那时我无法成为你的依靠

And too bad I know I can't wake up

Because I lost my way

可惜我知道我无法醒来

因为我迷失了方向

And you don't give a f**k about me

而你却毫不在意我

This could be a dream

这或许只是一场梦

I can't see the things that you see so please oh

我无法看到你所见的一切，所以请

Girl I hope you understand I wanted to hold your hand

But I can't wanted to be your man back then

女孩，我希望你能明白，我曾想握住你的手

但那时我无法成为你的依靠

And you had known and played along

而你早已心知肚明 却依然配合

You were my home I wrote you songs

你曾是我的归宿 我为你写下歌谣

Now you're dead to me effectively

如今你对我而言 已如逝去

Removed yourself outside my dreams

你已从我的梦境中彻底消失

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